February 2009
“Do you like her?!”
“Do you?!”
– Friends. Wink wink nudge nudge.
“I don’t think I’d want to be a squirrel. What do they eat?! Nuts!...”
– Kathleen’s Father, said this out of the blue at dinner.
“You look as fresh as a ping pong ball!”
– Kathleen’s Father.
January 2009
And I'm Placing All These Pictures, In These...
To remind me, never fall in love again.
Haha. I deleted all of my memories, conversations, and pictures of you. They’re gone. Do I miss you? Probably a little. Am I fed up? Tired of waiting around? Yes and yes. Do I believe your lies anymore? Nope. I’m all done. And I’m proud. So goodbye, have a nice life.
I’m officially over that person…haha we have a code name for...
“Just, just get in. Come on, just get in.”
– Nikki’s Homeroom teacher banging on the laptop thing with a newspaper every morning.
Hm.
Went to a city meeting tonight. They’re cutting a bunch of programs and it’s really ridiculous. I hate budgets.
I’m tired. And I should sleep now, going to bed early for once tonight.
Goodnight.
I Don't Care What You Think.
Today was fun.
And then I used my brain. And I had horrible timing to use it, too.
i just was thinking..and like idk. my old friend popped into my head. and i was just like why.. i guess like not only why is he in my head but why can’t i get completely over him, or why didn’t he see in me what i saw in him, or why won’t he just go away so i don’t need to deal with him,...
Tired.
Went to school, then class council, then came home, showered, went to a wake, went out to eat, didn’t get home till 10:30, didn’t do homework. Yeah. Exhausted. I got to hang with family I haven’t seen in so long. I have a baby cousin who’s almost a year old, too, and he’s amazing. He was one of the cutest babies of the year in Rhode Island Monthly Magazine, which is...
Dressed to Kill.
Winter ball was pretty fun…sort of…not really..haha. It was nice. 2 other chicks had my dress which was wicked annoying and stuff and I told my mom and she started swearing and flipping out. Hahaha. Whatever. I had a better time getting ready and eating dinner there with everyone than actually like dancing and stuff, because I didn’t dance. I dunno why. Nikki and Nate were...
Bada ba ba ba, I'm Lovin' It.
It being my new hair.
:]
Can’t blog tomorrow prolly unless it’s from my phone, wicked hectic stuff tomorrow cause ball’s tomorrow. Peace.
OMG
I’m at my moms friends house getting my hair cut, highlighted, and a purple streak. And! My little cousin has a Snuggie on! Ah! I had to post. Peace out.
Spastic!
So I got a manicure today which was really unexpected and relaxing. My nails look great and match my dress! :D
BUT. I have to have all my history assessments done for Friday, and do a bunch of other crap, and I have to get my hair cut/eyebrows&lips waxed, and my purple streak (FINALLY). Yeah. So I have a lot to do tonight, seeing as I will not have time tomorrow.
Yay.
I’ve been...
If I Don't Sleep.
I’m going to vomit and my head will explode.
I’m so nauseous it’s insane and my head is splitting.
I had a good weekend with Kathleen Friday and Saturday, I was with Melanie yesterday and today I was with Melanie and Tom.
I’m going to sleep before I die.
I need to do all my history stuff tomorrow too. Woo.
Oh and I’m no longer single. ;]
Goodnight!
Unborn.
I saw The Unborn last night. It was the 10:00 show so we got out a little after 11:30. It was creepier because it was late at night and whatnot and Kathleen and I were shaking because we were freezing. It wasn’t a horrible movie. It was pretty decent. And creepy. Haha. Melanie and Rachel are waiting for me so I need to go finish up getting ready.
Goodnight.
No school tomorrow again.
Hanging out with Kathyleen. <3
Hehe.
Tonight had a good ending.
That’s all. :]
Goodnight and sweetdreams. <3
school's out.
tomorrow, anyways.
dramallama! today was dramatic.
oh well, it’s life.
you win some and you lose some.
all i know is who i have is who i have and what i have is what i have, and i’m happy no matter what. it’s all good.
goodnight from the biggest jerk in the world <3
i’m proud of it, too. :D
tomorrow i get to explore the horrible weather with ashley. <3 yay!
“William: “Lets be so loud, Victoria’s Secret can hear!”
Alex:...”
– William Beckett of The Academy Is… and Alex DeLeon of The Cab.
January 13, 2009 Hello My Name Is… Tour.
Hot Topic Acoustic Private Show, Providence, RI.
Shingdingding!
Sho dee do do do do do do do do do sho deedeedeedodododo!
Yah.
That’s how excited I am for tomorrow.
I went around screaming un-humanly body parts with Nicholle and we weren’t speaking in English, while Kathleen and Melanie are acting as this is perfectly normal.
We had chips and salsa and yogurt in class council today, our advisor is amazing.
Oh, and Nicholle eats yogurt in the...
Sock Shopping.
That’s my plans for today.
You Know Your Love Life Sucks When...
You start flirting with snow men.
Today was an adventure.
Know What I Want More Than Anything?
A guy to say “I love you.”
and for once, to actually mean it.
“Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two
Where summer’s lasted longer than...”
– Panic At The Disco - Folkin’ Around.
I just really, really, love this song.
Today.
Was better.
But not great. Parts of it were.
I’m still upset, though.
I need to get this geometry worksheet atleast 3/4 done.
And then hope that tomorrow school will go by fast.
I don’t know anymore, I don’t know.
I'm A Fake.
I’m listening to The Used and I’m not in a good mood at all.
I’m sleeping early tonight, and I hope I stay asleep for the rest of this week.
I’m sick and tired of everyone and everything in this small little state.
I need to get out of here.
I need an escape.
And finally, I need someone. Someone who isn’t fake.
Someone who won’t lie to me.
Someone who...
Okay.
My whole concert was decent except the fact the stepping thing was awkard. I had a nearly 7 foot tall senior 4 inches away from my body, his back turned, so every time I turned to the left, I saw big lower back/almost ass. Cool. Haha. Whatever, I did it right, and I got pretty roses. I need coffee. Whatever.
JOY.
Choir concert tonight. This is bad for the uncoordinated, clumsy ones. Like myself. There’s like this stepping move thing for the last song which is jazzy. Ugly floor length emerald green dress and ugly shoes that have like, one inch heels…ew. Ice + awkward dress + awkward shoes + uncoordinated me = broken bones?! Shoot me.
Mhmm…
I should go get ready for that. Let’s...
Note To Self.
Don’t blog anything I don’t want creepers reading and quoting me on. :]
“Sex isn’t sudoku.”
– Secret Life of the American Teenager.
How Do You Know If You Love Someone?
My friend asked me this tonight, this was my response.
diandra lee xx (10:53:53 PM): you just know it. diandra lee xx (10:54:00 PM): you cant stop thinking of them diandra lee xx (10:54:05 PM): you imagine yourself witht hem diandra lee xx (10:54:11 PM): you know youd do anything. i mean anything diandra lee xx (10:54:13 PM): for them. diandra lee xx (10:54:21 PM): walk in snowstorms for a hug....
I'm Angry At The Ice.
I fell today.
On my way to school.
I was getting into the car.
Ripped my yellow pants.
In the knee.
It was my bad knee, as well.
That’s different.
Under Pressure.
Back to school tomorrow.
I have nothing done. I’m rushing around doing laundry, reading Great Expectations (on SparkNotes seeing as that’s the only way I can sort of understand it), cleaning, and trying to keep my social life in order. I’m trying to feed myself but it’s not working, I don’t have time to eat so I’m drinking Campbell’s tomato soup at hand....
This Is How My Night Went.
nichollecakezLOL (12:37:11 AM): wef sar cool gobeht; nichollecakezLOL (12:40:31 AM): nd sme tems ther copsd teuh catfxhb the rsbit nd theyv astg it somttiems;;; nichollecakezLOL (12:40:05 AM): “and sometimes the cops they catch the rabbit and they eat it sometimes”
this is my best friend. and that is why i love her.
Ain't Nothin' But A GK Thang, Baby.
I’m dancing around in circles and singing along to All Time Low that is blasting out of my laptop. Why? Because I got what I’ve wanted since like, the end of 7th grade, man. I got Glamour Kills! And it just came in the mail! I went downstairs around 1 to eat something and try to get moving, and I checked the mail. Nothing. So I was like why am I staying up if no one’s home and...
“‘Theatrics all made up
And pianos all playing at once through the dust....”
– Chiodos - I Didn’t Say I Was Powerful, I Said I Was A Wizard
Into Romantic Speculations.
Well.
I’m finding it hard. It, being life. Everything about life. And I’m sitting here, thinking of it. I had this conversation, with Kathleen the other night. I feel as if I am going in circles. Love-wise, that is. My love life is redundant, and dull. It’s like stuck in traffic, or something. I dislike the whole friends with benefits thing. I’m not going to lie. It either...
LOLing.
I was LOLing at David tonight and he claimed I was going to break AIM and Facebook. Because LOLing is powerful. And I’m on the phone with Chase and he’s laughing so hard he’s crying, yay. :D Hehe. I’m listening to Chiodos. Craigery Owens makes me so happy. I’m in so much pain I’m ready to go to the emergency room. My knee is popping out, it hurts so bad....
Best Of 2008.
I figured I’d do this.
Panic At The Disco.
Seeing them on May 10, 2008, which wasn’t too long after they released Pretty. Odd., was just amazing. Pretty. Odd. was amazing as well. I was just really pleased with them this year.
Craigery Owens.
Do I really need to profess my love for him any more? He’s just an amazing human being. That is all.
Clear Converses.
These pretty...
2009.
Sorry I didn’t post my resolutions, but the only legit one I could think of was stop biting my nails. I celebrated all day yesterday. Kathleen and I stayed up until 4 the night before and I woke up at 2:30, then we sipped hot cocoa and watched the blizzard we had woken up to. Then we got Chinese food, played Scrabble and Cranium and it was hilarious. Then we used noise makers and were...